Friday, August 31, 2007
this morning woke up with a smile as i saw the msg received.
(:
thank you.
anyway slack ard at home being online till it was near 4 then i started to get ready for work.
had my late lunch before heading down to work.
tml am going back school to get my ticket.
woots! its real! im really leaving singapore in another 11 days.
anyway work was a lil horrid. was left alone doing P2 while my girls are out at P1.
i rather do walkway than P2. ):
so anyway it was damn slam and i almost died
had my dinner only at 10.
):
well i do appreciate compliments but somehow i aint taking it well.
or maybe its just me. somehow i find it scary. LoL.
0.75 yrs of singlehood is turning me away from guys. haas.
i should start reflecting.
workin tml yet again. god bless. guess it`s gonna be another slam night with great tips! (:
i hope to receive another msg from you. (:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
2:39 AM
Thursday, August 30, 2007
it had been sucha long time since i had so much fun clubbing!
looks like the party organiser is a good one. hehs.
morning woke up at 10 when my work`s at 1030. ended up cabbing down.
work was ok. rather slam at lunchtime other than that everything`s fine.
after work changed and went dwn ps and meet my girls for dinner.
chin brought her man along too. poor guy sick still have to come. haas.
so ya spent a lil time not too bad. (:
when it was near 10 they left and i got irritated waiting for ying so ended up at zouk first to look for aggy and jen.
was at the coffeeshop waiting for hua hua to come.
soon when it was 2330 we left and made our way to the ever packed phuture
music sucked like mad and went over to MAMBO!
(:
i had so much fun! it was the best night ever with my girls!
thanks to all that came. hearts you plenty.
and thanks hua hua for that embarrassing moment but it`s ok.
hehs. wonderful wonderful splendid night.
pictures will be up when i receive from my lovely aggy.
(:
i think its either im getting old and shld get outta the clubbing scene or that there are just so much younger ppl clubbing these days.
anyway im wondering what`s the trend with younger guys these days. haas.
whatever. am gonna work for the next 2 nights. so bless me.
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
1:24 PM
Wednesday, August 29, 2007
at this time of the night
at this time of the month
i wish you farking know how much i farking miss you
urgh. i hate how much it is bugging me.
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
2:17 AM
better late than never. guess im really too stress out for the past few weeks.
(:
paper`s finally over and it explains the presence. haas.
finally all shit is over and im getting my ticket by this week and im leaving on the 10th.
maybe its good. to clear my mind a lil when im there.
i have no idea why am i missing you so much.
i would really love to meet you before i leave.
anyway after countless of days of macs and starbucks and horrible sleep
i can finally enjoy life wout any more books notes and such
just work and meet friends and enjoy life! (:
next week would be the last min shopping for stuffs and packing my luggage.
and i would love to meet up with all my friends by next week.
aiights not literally all, but those close to my heart.
(:
met maneka this afternoon, lunch`d movie`d chill`d and its home
more to come. and yes i`ll miss that sweetheart when im gone
thou we seldom meet up but i love the way how our friendship is
(:
aiights. brain dead. tired. one long day tml.
god bless and lets have fun tml! (:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
12:52 AM
Saturday, August 25, 2007
finally after 3 days of intensive studying i left the exam room with a huge sigh of relieve.
the paper was do-able other than that stupid unfair comment that certain tchs made to certain rooms but not mine.
nvm. 7 marks only. god bless me.
wanted to go home and have a good rest but ended up playing mahjong and chillax at pratashop.
this morning came home and slept till 2.
now waiting for time to go out and study yet again.
overnight at airport. that`s it.
monday is coming and soon it`ll all be over.
(:
im excited abt 10 sep but on the other hand im rather upset abt what follows
im sure i`ll be home sick till a certain extent
thou im able to adapt rather quickly but still..
my dad, my sis, my girls..
and the once a month time when i get to see my mum.
argh.
and the occasional thrill of meeting he who drives the mazda 3
life`s gonna be totally different. argh!
gotta stop being emo and start preparing for the battle tonight.
on a separate note :
pls do not wear black today as its not advisable
7th lunar month you see.. just shuddup and be colourful for a day
(:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
3:54 PM
Wednesday, August 22, 2007
update update. i could hear ppl murmuring at my ears alr.
aiights start off from where i left
wed after my horrible ticketing test which i just anyhow do and print out 3 things
hopefully all goes well. all i want is just a PASS.
met yiwei at tamp mrt took the shuttle to ikea tamp and had our dinner there
we were like some famished kid ordered quite a number of food and the sight of all on my plate makes me full
shop`d ard wanted to get a few stuffs but realised that its not necessity i gave up the idea of owning them
after that wei went home while i made my way dwn to tpy kbox and meet ying lu and alex
sang for awhile just there to chill
they had bedok 85 ba chor mee before heading home
had a good rest and went to work on thursday
all was well despite being a lil screw`d up
fri woke up early made my way to taka and collected my long awaited visa!
YES! ITS APPROVED! (:
ying was at bugis w lu so i bus`d dwn and meet them for lunch before bumpin into sher and loretta.
shop`d with them for awhile before making my way dwn to work
work`s not too bad. was dead tired. went home took a nap and it was morning and made my way to school for the bloody sip launch shit.
lunch`d w my girls before meeting carol and helen at cityhall.
had dinner at the horrible bao today before catching the fireworks display
after that manage to squeeze our way thru the horrendous crowd board the train and went home to look for my baby boy.
its always nice to see him jumping up and down and hear him talk
he`s really my lil bundle of joy
thereafter just slack in carol`s room and talk before we got all cranky or rather i get cranky and head home
sunday was lunch at home! after such a long time! (:
and it was work. boring work night but i get to watch matches while being paid so i shall just shuddup.
home. had a wonderful slp till i jump`d outta bed on monday`s noon and prepare for work.
and now its a tired day after copying notes and studying one chapter of OB at suntec`s starbucks with a whole new group of ppl.
and i wonder how am i gonna die for the next few days.
god bless pls.
anyway updates peeps. check`d my mail today and well it was just an empty threat from you know who. he email`d me last week and told me that my subsidy has been approved and that my flight details would be as of follows :
10 sep 1955 hours singapore to sydney and so on to christchurch.
so tml am making a trip down to school`s travel partners and settle it.
(:
so excited! i`ll be leaving on a jet plane in 3 weeks time!
is that cool or is that cool?
however my darling boy i would love to spend sometime w you before i leave(:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
2:28 AM
Tuesday, August 14, 2007
after an entire hectic week without any proper sleep
finally i got a lil time on hand to do some typing.
(:
and so the first half of last week was spent doing my BE reflections
and thereafter it was working on alternate days such as wed fri and sun.
thurs had a good sleep woke up and met up with xp and ben for dinner at the overcrowded suntec.
wanted to watch movie but it din happen ended up at boiler's room
enjoying good music and a good drink
fri went dwn to the nz immigration yet again.
and yes i din bring my passport so i have to make another trip down
so irritating can! ARGH!
went to work after that. and work was ultra boring.
first friday i work that is so boring. no crowd at all.
something interesting did happen at work thou.
(:
anyway came home showered and slept and woke up at 9 the next morning
daddy came over and fetch me and we went to school for the osip meet the parent session.
it was near 12 when i reach home.
slack before the tv and ended up falling asleep
woke up just in time to prepare for PB`s test and meet tc and ting for dinner thereafter.
those 2 never fail to make me smile. (:
wanted to watch movie but no slots and no nice shows anyway
so ended up at mos burger after dinner and we just slack our time away
caught last train home.
overslept and late for work on sunday and i wanted to kill myself cause the tips was ultra-ly good.
nvm. i was in a good mood.
after work freshen up myself and made my way down to town and meet alex for movie.
rush hour 3. although its funny, its way too draggy at the front.
hot choc thereafter and its home.
reach`d home shower`d and slept immediately. i was totally worn out.
it was a good date. laughters and smiles and all.
(:
again i would say.
and yes there was no class on monday had a good rest
made my way dwn to taka yet again finally paid and settle my visa
just gonna wait for collection.
met ying for lunch at subway and gosh she look amazing with her rebonded extend`d hair
(:
headed dwn to work tgt but ended up gg home alone.
she left at 9 and meet aggy and all at arab st.
same routine showered and slept.
im just way too tired
class at 9 this morning and he is irritating
actually resort to threatening me
i know its disgusting and im scared of it
after all the shit and trauma and anxiety i went thru i will really faint and kill him if he were to pull me outta osip. argh!
whatever. am gonna prepare and meet ting and tc for dinner and cont`d our shopping later.
(:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
2:51 PM
Sunday, August 12, 2007
currently feeling:
exhausted. contented. pissed. angry. irritated. infatuated. excited. worried. hopeful. happy.
was feeling a lil ecstatic earlier on. and it scared the shit outta ting and tc!
the msg from not-so-britain britain keep the smile on my face.
(:
proper one soon. too much things to do too lil time.
im farking tired. working tml morning.
nights
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
3:02 AM
Wednesday, August 08, 2007
Finally done with my reflection portfolio just need to travel down to school sort out my referencing and print and im DONE! (:
happiness only! i`ll be free from late nights projects for the next 6 months! woots!
shall take a lil break before i start studying for exams which will be due in the next 3 weeks.
the past 2 days was madness. rushing out 7 reflections with numerous research.
that was the cause of my 2 long day in school.
it had been long since i stayed in school till sky turns dark.
anyway last night me aggy and jen jen was in school rushing out our reflections that we din bother having dinner in the end.
went home called up somebody to ask if he`ll be nice to acc me for dinner.
turn out he din answer my call. ):
but in the end he call`d back and came over to pick me up for prata! (:
felt so bad cause i was the one eating but he was nice enough to treat me.
hehs.
after my supposedly dinner on the way home we stop`d by somewhere to chill and just talk in the car
and guess what? i had my first driving lesson. mwahaahaa.
it was so fun! (:
i just love sessions like this. so relaxing with nothing to worry. laughters and fun.
and i really do hope that you would spare me that one day before i leave singapore 5 months for good. i wonder how am i gonna survive the next 5 months without you and such occasional fun.
):
i really do love
the way you held up my hair for me
the way you kiss me goodnight/goodbye
the way you lie against me and hug me tight
if only you know what how that magical 3 hours is gonna get me thru the next few days/weeks.
YYY
alright i better go now or else my dearest hoho will slaughter me when she sees me later.
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
12:36 PM
Tuesday, August 07, 2007
aiights i just need to get this out before i start doing my reflections.
i guess a woman`s sixth sense / instinct is always accurate
i knew there was something all along but i pretend`d i know nothing
you pull`d sucha stunt on me before hence the trust was never rebuilt
and im v glad that i safeguarded my heart
(:
a lil peek thru the blinds and the light flooded in
and i cant believe you could live against your conscience every single day
lying thru your teeth wout feeling a single pang of guilt
it amazes me how you do that
im a pawn in your game and you could continue playing cause in the end
the game will play you. trust me.
i have 1 month to make that happen and i will make it happen.
a woman`s wrath is the best thing you could incur.
(:
back to reflections.
on a separate note :
i would really love to watch fireworks with you but im afraid this would not happen this year. its ok, we still have many more years to come. (: dilu
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
1:25 AM
Monday, August 06, 2007
thanks for all the lies and hurt.
i hope you know i farking hate you!
i apologise that this is the entry after sucha long time.
a proper one will be up soon after im done with my reflections.
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
2:48 PM
