"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Friday, July 28, 2006
am so freaking tired. weekend is here. and im totally not happy abt it at all. cause i have freaking GEMS training on sat and sun. 0900-1800. HOW COOL! bummed weekends! if it wasnt for the freaking testimonial that im gonna get i would have skipped it. grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr. must wear black skirt and court shoes somemore. wtf! someone can just kill me la!!!!
went for tanning w aggy. the sun has been such a bitch! wasted my time! nvm. got a teeny weeny tan only. i will work on it during my hols. (: went home put dwn my stuffs and met ting aft that. we shopped and shopped and shopped! it was so heavy! train`d home aft that. my limbs were threatening to drop off any moment. looking forward to our steamboat tml! (:
i thought i was strong. i thought i was independent. i thought i was highly adaptable. i thought it will be easy. but this whole week shown me things arent always what you thought it shld be. i am not strong. i am not independent. i am not highly adaptable. and it was NOT easy. right. time is all i need. i always needed that no matter what the situation is. time will teach me to be strong ; independent ; adapt to it and take things easy.
you said im short tempered. for those who know me well enough shld know that im a very mild tempered person. i never lose my temper easily. right? or so i thought. totally hate this time of the month. so much deadlines ; assignments ; moodswings
those days i miss so much! you, i could never stop missing!