"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Monday, July 17, 2006
super tired day for me. can feel my energy draining away. this is super super bad. anyway wasnt late for culinary. did trial cooking. me and wei hua did the freaking pumpkin soup. gosh. the stupid ginger almost made me puke. anyway our food is not too bad. haha. pretty delicious. trial cooking done and the chef just lost her mind. started screaming and shouting. dunno what`s up with her sia. ended at 1 but yet need to stay till 3 just for 15 mins of briefing. was so tired. ended up discussing culi project and took a short nap. my legs was practically breaking. they were so tired from standing. and the safety boots din help in comforting them. grrrrrrrr. after debrief ; discussed CRSPA. was just stoning when rach did the marketing. left aft awhile cause i do not want to wait till they ends. who knows what time. boarded blue line and woohoo! trannies on board! its super gross can. but still cant help but look at them. haha.
came home ; rest ; had dinner ; showered and met himm just for a walk ard central. just needed to be away from home ; dint want to face the comp w projects. anyway was super disappointed when umbrella uncle was not there! ended up eating macs ice cream. :( did some simple grocery shopping. just grab and go. thou i will love to stay and shop ard. the feeling i had when we stepped out of ntuc was really wonderful. i really loved it! ((((((: and i was surprise you actually felt the same way too! its amazing aint it?! seriously i hope time will pass faster and the feeling we felt will actually become real! hope im not thinking too much.
day after day, time pass by so quickly and yes im getting more and more addicted to you. more dependent on you. bad sign i guess. things will be more difficult in the future. :( falling in love weakens me! how to be strong? mysilly boy, you tell me la.
i love the feeling of being next to you i love the way how your hand fits the curve of my waist i love the way you look when you dun dare look at me i love the way you look at me so tenderly i love the smell of your aftershave i love disturbing you when you are on the phone there are many many more things to be listed. but what it is ; i love you