"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Wednesday, August 02, 2006
marketing oral assessment CRSPA oral assessment AR presentation and Q&A
prepared my presentation topic alr. just need to study for spa tml. 2 more to go and well. im practically free from slping late! actually it kinda feels weird with so much time on hand. no more staying back in school rushing projects no more late nights with comp on thinking how to type the report
more time on hand with nobody to spent. he has to work. ): im a relatively positive person. and i totally hate it when all the negative thoughts start to flood my mind. -shrugs-whatever.
i was home alone and dad went over to grandma house. so no dinner. nvm. then it was getting late and my grandma not home yet. as the time ticked passed i realise i was getting more worried. i was really afraid she might meet with accidents and stuff. there was no way i could contact her. she refuse to get a handphone when we wanna her one. and her usual mahjong place said she was not there. i was practically on hot bricks! and there was no one i could talk to. darling was slping. dun want to call him. dun want to disturb him. and peeps were not online yet. called my sis and dad and they dun seem to care! sometimes i really wonder why. haiz. thou at times i find grandma naggy. but come to think of it ; she dote on me the most when i was growing up. she take good care of me. even now. when i grow up she is still there giving in silently. thou there are occasional naggings and complaints. she still does housework for us. sometimes i really dunno how shld i show her the care and concern that she needs. im just so caught up with life that im so self centered and do not give my family the time needed. what should i do to be a good daughter what should i do to be a good grandaughter what should i do to be a good sister what should i do to be a good girlfriend what should i do to be a good friend all these are qns that will always be left unanswered. i guess.
My heart will stop growing and loving you when it has stopped beating.