"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Tuesday, August 22, 2006
met up with yinki after dinner to do some studying. and im quite please cause i managed to finish one paper. haha. anyway we were waiting for the train and there appeared 2 guys who said they were from states asking for direction and started to talk non-stop. we were both super freaked out. i got dwn at buangkok with yinki and waited for the next train. it was super scary. so i board the other train and there was this scary guy who keeps staring at me. im like wtf! got dwn same place as me, waited at the same bus stop and he kept looking over. luckily he din board the same bus as me. if not i would have died of heart attack. haha.
gonna contd working on the other acctg paper later. and tml its gonna be back at tp with my girls! design chicken chop! here i come! woo hoo! not gonna be late! and tml will definitely be more fruitful than today!
was msging you on the way home and guess you got mad at me. sometimes i wish you will hear me out b4 getting angry. whatever i said had nothing to do with you. its me. its a fear in me that i cant shake it away. i love whatever that we are having now, enjoying life with you next to me. but then somehow the fear is there telling me to take one step at a time. take small steps and not leap. i dunno how i could make you understand. maybe you will never understand. i just hope that the fear will vanish into thin air one day.
i love you darling and i dont wanna grow old without you. this im very sure of. (: