"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Sunday, August 13, 2006
mum`s back. im glad and equally unhappy. dun want to say no more. its irritating.
fri after class met up w yinki for dinner ; went over to marina square and watched fireworks. it was nice thou half of it was being blocked. after slacking for awhile i left to airport and picked mum up. after making so much noise we went dwn to newton circle. 3 person watching her eat and then we went home.
sat, woke up and got myself ready to meet carol and helen. and just b4 i get out of the house she has to make so much noise that i just feel like slamming the door b4 her! times when i want to spend with her ; she always has appointments. so i had this appt made at least 3 weeks ago. and who knows she will be back now. so she makes noise. bcuz you`re back i keep my sunday free. but are you doing anything!? NOTHING! im at home rotting. wtf. i could have been out enjoying the only day i have with my bf! whatever la. anyway met up with them ; we walked alot. shopped abit. and then dinner came and we dined at new york new york. our bf`s joined us. the food is not too bad. and we really ate alot. LoL made our way dwn to marina square and we enjoyed the fireworks! it was so pretty. and the best part is having him next to me! (: after the crowd disperse alil we somehow made our way to bus stop. before walking home ; we sat at the playground talking. its still playground at another location. LoL. when we are about to walk home i had a ride home a piggyback ride. (: mwahaahaahaaa. he`s such a sweetheart. i really love him! (:
some idiot forward msg to me. the sight of his name reminds me abt the past. the scars remind me that the past is real. i did get hurt awfully terrible once. and once that memory came ; a look at himm i was really lost. im super scared. im afraid that one day the same thing will happen again. thou i have let down my fences ; im still guarding my heart somehow. haix. affairs of the heart. how complex.
I could say that you complete me...but that would be a lie, because every morning when I wake I long for you more than the day before.