"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Saturday, September 23, 2006
had a nice lunch before attending the imf thank you party. it was cool. it was crowded too. was with sher most of the time. when it was time for the refreshments it was total chaos!!! and i really mean it. everybody running around. either taking photos or eating. thanks to ms pan, i have sprite all over the right side of myself. my hair, my arm, my skirt, my shoe. damn it. anyway left abt 6 and travelled dwn to amk to meet darling. was supposed to shop for jayden`s present. in the end. nothing we fancied. so tml will be it. had dinner and had a lil talk over at istana park b4 busing home. and so, things became so bad that we have no choice but to talk abt it. and yes. after so long, finally everything is fine now. ((: practically one heavy burden off my chest and i can breathe now.
i know of guys who were afraid of clingy gfs, committments. i was afraid that you will be one of them. i was afraid to tell you how i felt, cause im afraid that it might push you away from me but things turned out differently. ever since lyon, i never felt this way. i dunno why. and its nice to feel this way. (:
alright. i am rambling nonsense now.
darling. nothing means more to me than you in this entire universe. i know our love will be strong enough to withstand everything and anything that comes in our way. promise to hold on to my hand and never let go? anyway was browsing the net and i came across this : "Every man is afraid of losing something. That's when you know he truly loves you, when he's afraid of losing you." i smiled instantly after reading it. i heard something similar just hours before. i love you my silly boy. <3