"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
exactly a week ago ; the journey home from busstop got my adrenaline pumping and it also sent butterflies flying in my tummy one week later ; the journey home is such a dreadful one, draggin my feet home.
anyway anyway.. fm quiz this afternoon : died service execution tml : hope i`ll make it fm project by thurs : i think i could survive till that day
i have no freaking idea what is gg on with my academic stuffs. im so disappointed with myself. morale has drop`d to the decade`s all time lowest. after daniel`s incident i told myself never to let affairs of the heart affect my studies cause i really understand the importance of studies and so far so good ; till recently i tot i was able to do it ; not to be affected but the more you`re not around ; the more im affected the less motivation i have ; the less i push myself thou it was just 6 months, but whenever i have tests or exams you were always the one who cared about it more than me. it was super stressful yet sweet. but now.. all this is no where to be found
and after what happened today, next week after all my tests and projcets clear im gonna go full blast revising for my end sem exams i know i can do it! and i will never never never allow a freaking "D" on my slip.
thinking back.. that surprise visit you gave me a long time ago while im studying at the study corner. it was so sweet. watching you cycle back home. (: