Monday, January 01, 2007
happy new year peeps.
2006 has come and gone just liddat.
no matter how 2006 was for you, 2007 will be a much better one.
may it be a fulfilling and wonderful year for you.
much love from me (:
2006 was a year filled with loads of highs and lows for me.
started with a low, moved on to a high and now back to low.
if you ask me what did i regret in the year 2006.
i`ll tell you i regret being stubborn and not being able to be contented with what i have.
i do hope that 2007 will be a great year for me.
school, family, friends and maybe love.
last night was over at esplanade with moo, wm and sl
countdown`d and watched those beautiful fireworks lighting up the dark sky.
it was really beautiful. really.
but like what alot of ppl say, you have to watch it with the right person.
and well that was what lacking last night to complete the entire feel.
the fireworks was real beautiful, esplanade was overfilled with bodies.
you see happy faces all around. but i still feel lonely.
after that waited for the crowd to move out and we strolled down to boat quay.
no available places. contd to move down to clarke quay.
finally found a not so crowded place. went in and just chill.
it was fun. playing jenga. haas. and thanks alot for dropping that block into my drink! bahhhhhhh!!! haas.
sat there till it closes. walked to liang court got breakfast and somehow just got to boat quay again. sat infront of singapore river. chilled ; talked ; laughed.
it was great and it was train`d home. (:
i used to have new year resolution to usher in the new year.
but guess im not gonna keep up the tradition this year.
even thou im sure of what i want ; but if i really put in 101% will things be the way i want?
only God knows.
not all hard work and effort is recognised. this is something that i`ve come to learn
someone asked me last night if im happy.
politically correct answer : yes im happy.
how i wish i could answer that from the bottom of my heart.
i`ve long forgot how it was like to be happy.
i could not rmb how it feels like to smile from my heart.
on a separate note :
i really really wanted to watch fireworks with you
i was hoping that a beep from my phone comes with a msg that will ask me if im free to meet.
but.. nothing. none happen`d.
i remembered you said something about wanting to be fair to me.
now you are just being unfair to me and being fair to yourself.
and and and. i hope P.L reservior will stop overflowing with water.
i miss walking out of the lift and see you sitting there waiting for me
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
7:03 PM
