"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Friday, January 12, 2007
madness. it was real madness. school reopen`d for 2 weeks and i really really nv dreaded school so much in my entire life before. school started, rushed mice project. mice interview thereafter on monday. tues service prof test. fri jap test. next monday fm test. thurs another project deadline. faints lor. really really tired with school.
prof test was really screwed. other than the menu which can be prepared before hand, the rest i think i screwed it up. wine opening screwed. plates clearing screwed. i din change cutlery. i din serve dessert. and i only realise it when i fell asleep in the night. screwed lor. im super super screwed. and on monday night i think i screwed things up again. guess im good at screwing things out ba. -shrugs-
wed was madness. too tired. lovely rainy morning. so i slept the morning away ; missed lectures. just in time for opera. and the stupid oprea was frustrating. so wordy, so much to read. din know what to do. urgh! hopefully by the time test comes im able to do it ba. fbo was madness. thinking abt the portion and calculating the costs. and this kinda assignment has to be handed up the next day by 5. stayed in school to finish it up with my lovely groupmates. (: came home and rest.
today was bombarded with tuition. 4 hours of tuition. it was energy draining. thank god that naughty lil one behave herself today. din vomit blood today. came home for late dinner. wanted to watch tv and have a rest before i study jap. ended up i fell asleep and din study. urgh. stupid foreign language. bahhhhhhhhh!!!!
tml after jap am meeting up with my girls. yay! the 5 of us are finally meeting tgt! wheeee.. miss the times with my girls so muchhh. the 5 of us! madness and laughters and nonsense! hee. cant wait! sat gonna go down to esplanade and do site visit for my project. urghhhh!!!
whatever it is im gonna be strong, grit my teeth and face all the stress. i gotta be doubly strong cause you`re not here with me. not here to listen to all my stressed up complaints. not here to calm me down when things turn real bad. still rmb how you talked to me to calm me down the previous time when i was just too stressed up with project. attached wrong file and all that i`ve done was gone. lil things like this still bring a smile to my face.
i miss the way you look at me and ask me not to behave like a small kid. (: