Sunday, January 14, 2007
yeah! cold weather. fan`s not on and im shivering like mad.
my hands and feet are cold like fark, but on the contrary my body`s hot like oven.
i have no idea why did i fall sick again.
i was all well ytd. last night. and when i gotta rush out my 10 page report i fall sick.
why is this so? urgh.
anyway ytd`s jap test was screwed. told ya. im best at screwing things up.
i tot it was listening test. and prior 2 hours before the test i realised its a written paper which is mcq`d. and so.. i din study the culture part and yes. 10 freaking questions were left with doubt. urgh! fark it lorrrrr.
after jap met up with the girls and celebrated wy`s bday.
and and and. my bday present came. thou its super super belated i really like it alot. thanks a million my girls! i understand why its so belated. cause yinki was the one in charge of buying the pressie. haas. yinki! i know her man!
went out to chill after dinner and guess what? i met my dearest babear!
sorta spent the night with her too. and we cab`d home tgt.
thou daddy was like super mad at me. soo. late nights no more in the coming month. haas.
i`ll really be cinderella and be home before the clock strikes 12! (:
haas.
woke up today. made appt with sl. cause mr nice guy acc`d me to esplanade to do my field trip. and before i meet him met up with my dearest babear. slacked at mos and just talk. hours and hours. haas. and it was then that i started to feel cold. waited for sl to come look for me. waited for wm to come and pick up tc. and we went dwn to esplanade tgt. it was super dumb la. i really see no point in this freaking project. anyway due to my own sickness, i was xian the whole time. and i felt so bad. cause i ask`d him out to acc me and i so xianz. bus`d home and here i am. shivering and tired and head`s spining and hungry. ): i super no appetite to eat. i only ate 4 pieces of nuggets. haas.
i still rmb that once when i was having fever too. you came down and meet me. you passed me the dove chocolate. and you wanted to kiss me. i din want you to. cause im sick. dun wanna pass the virus to you. and you din care. and after that you said it was so warm inside. haas. running temperature what.
but now, thou im sick, you will not know. and i`ll no longer have your concern. asking me to rest and drink more water. no longer feel your love when you`ll still want a kiss from me no matter how i said no and push you away.
how i wish to get a hug from you with this ridiculous cold im feeling.
darling boy. i really miss you tonnes.
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
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