boy, you left your footprints on my heart__

Sunday, March 18, 2007

no idea what`s happening within me now.
my thoughts are like a whirlpool. spinning at full speed.
too many things ; no idea how to handle

first thing first, im v sure of how i feel towards you
and yes all i need is just one more chance
so like what i told ken, my motto for you will be like the energizer battery
"never say die"
hee.
but then how and what and when, all these made me confuse.

secondly, i really hate to see a friendship ruined just like this
this entire morning up to noon, everything was so awkard so weird
im sure everyone can sense something
cant we just talk and joke like before, like friends?
or maybe this friendship shouldnt even start in the first place.
that one msg from you sent everything spiraling down
i seriously dunno what to do to make things better
or how to reduce the hurt cause to the bare minimum
i know there`s no way for less hurt cause a rejection is hurtful enough to start with
i understand that kinda feeling
and you`re a nice guy, you dont deserve this
but then how? how should i let you know?
i dont want and dont need a relationship with others
he is the only one i wanna be with
no matter how much effort you put in, it just wont work
my heart has alr no space for someone else other than him
im really really sorry. i really din mean to hurt you.
its just that im really weary and wary of this thing call love.
the only one who will let my put down my defenses will be only him
i hope you understand. sorry.

you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
11:09 AM

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