"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Wednesday, May 23, 2007
after all these while, i finally thought it through i want to put myself out of the misery but when i was starting to get on fine ; i saw you and you caused a war between my mind and heart what am i supposed to do?
tell me what am i supposed to do now?
i know i could never love another like you i know i could never find another like you i know there is no way you`re gonna be replaced but in the meantime, there is nothing else i can do i could only take a step back and wait just like what ying suggessted
i hate it i hate it i hate it i hate what is happenign now i hate what is going through my mind now i hate it when it just falls uncontrollably
maybe the 5 months will really do me some good. god please. darling whatever it is i still love you as much as i had 10 months ago