"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
firstly, mr nice guy and me has been progressing quite well or so i thought. just keep crossing my fingers. however there are certain concerns too. and i hate to be in this kinda situation. nvm, shall see how things goes.
secondly, all along things have been friendly and chill between us and now you spring on the subject and gets all serious and you will have no idea how you getting all serious is affecting me i guess im really sick and tired and scared of this whole shit urgh. i have time till next Jan. so we shall see hur. (:
lastly, yes im trying learning to let go to move on but this process would never be complete cause it is just too hard i really do miss you. i really do wish that that night din happen and that i wasnt blabbering after the alcohol i also really do wish that months ago i din lose my temper or else we`ll not be where we are today. whatever la whatever. i miss you and i hope to see you soon. my heart only belongs to you.