"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Sunday, July 01, 2007
just wanna add something. im superfarkingduper pissed with teepee. its a farking school. ok. not the school but the tchs dealing with osip. i really wanna burn them down ok.
now left with 2 weeks. when majority of my coursemates have alr gotten their LOA. how am i supposed to find a company and send my resume and get an interview and get a placement within such a short time? ok. any company maybe can. but i would want something that im interested in what. why would i want to waste 5 months doing something that i have totally no interest in or learn nothing. thou i would really love to work in a restaurant but locals will treat you as cheap labour and make you do nothing but waitressing. why would i need that when i could alr waitress perfectly fine?
ARGHH!!!
i am depress and i dun feel like doing anything but i cant afford to! why do i always have to push all my feelings aside and force to do something? life seriously suck.
i really need a playground chat and a comforting hug. i really wish you`re here to face all this shit with me. you`re still the one that i want to run to. could you spare sometime for me? on a separate note: i really miss catching movies almost every weekend with you by my side