Tuesday, July 03, 2007
sunday was madness. it was such luxury to wake up in the afternoon.
lunch`d wash`d up and it was over to aunt`s place.
house warming. i like the gatherings cause the atmosphere is lovely and cosy.
however among the kids im like the eldest! quite sad one.
):
my gosh. there was like an entire tray of homemade donuts and it tasted like heaven!
couldnt tell you how i wanted to kidnap it home.
well ate a couple and i need to swim badly soon.
anyway blackjack`d a lil. was on the winning streak and it was all gone when it was my turn to be the banker! damn it can!
ARGH!
nvm. at the end of the day still a lil winnings.
(:
home thereafter and beautified my destn presentation.
done and slept.
morning woke up and prepared for school.
despite leaving my house early, i was late for class.
I HATE THE MORNING RUSH! its madness and i hate it when i have to stand in the bus and its inching forward for the next 10 mins. it drives me nuts!
rush`d to comp lab, printed everything and presented and thank god all went well! (:
one down. one more to go.
acc`d aggy for lunch, waiting for 15 and jen marathon`d to the bus stop.
suppose`d to wait for that woman to get change and town
however change`d of plans and we mahjong`d the afternoon away instead.
jen is hilarious. rooster and chicken. similar i know. but still. FUNNY!
waited for ying to come and we started our fun.
till evening ying left and the 3 of us went over to pp for dinner.
mac cafe for some slacks and now its home.
on a separate note :
beneath the smile and the nonchalent
its wrath and anxiety
the facade to be strong is wearing off
one day i`ll just collapse.
i do not know why, but yes i could only show my vulnerable side to you
and yes i really need you to be with me, even if its for 10 mins.
i do not know how much longer i could hold myself together
its falling apart, the stress, the expectations, the turmoil im in
deep from my heart i really do hope that the update you`re gonna give me is positive.
but however i dare not hope too much as i`ve learnt that expectations are the source of disappointments.
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
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