its 4 in the morning and im all alone at sydney airport waiting for my next flight.
sipping a cuppa hot choc as im typing this entry.

firstly i would like to say a very very big thank you too all my friends that came or met up with me before i left. i really feel so loved and blessed with you guys in my life. thanks for all the gifts and rest assured that they will be well cherish`d by me in NZ and i`ll definitely miss you guys v much.

those that came were, not in order of merit, aggy sher drey lu helen carol and baby jayden. thanks a million for coming. (:

everything was well, trying so hard not to think about anything and be positive about everything until granny started to cry after i said my final goodbye before i enter the departure hall. and well everybody started to get all emo. i did manage to control my tears but when i see my sis it just disobeyed and everything came tumbling down. cant believe how stupid i look with a nose as red as rudolph.

my baby sis, i`ll miss you so goddamn much. i hope you will take good care of yourself and study hard for your papers that are due in a month`s time. pls do not make me worry and you`re the one person that is at the top of my list that i`ll miss everyday. esp your nonsense.

anyway the flight from sing to sydney was great as i had 3 seats to myself and i almost laid down completely to sleep. however i just took a short nap and i enjoyed 3 movies. (:
finally get to watch shrek 3. haas. still rmb how aggy showed disdain when i said i wanted to watch it. hehs. i`ll miss that dear girl of mine. hope that the webcam you gave it to me would be of use!

and yes, thou you wont get to see this but mr andy fu thanks for the late night prata and milo dino. really appreciate it. and the called you made to me when i was on board made me feel a lil more at ease. your voice gave me much encouragement and assurance. (: i`ll miss you more than you ever know. haas.

and well to all, i really do love you guys and thanks for everything. promise to write to you when im in NZ.