great great. been awhile since i came online. anyway nothing happening also.

might as well just dun come online. haas. lazy lazy.

its almost a month since im here! time really flies! and im slowly getting use to the murderous cold wind. (: soon summer will be here and i`ll no longer need to wear layers of clothing! (:

anyway been back in the kitchen after the 2 weeks of training and i totally love it there! all the chefs are so nice to me, i dont wanna go to the foh ever again. i prefer it in the warm busy kitchen and so far no chefs shouted at me yet. hee! im too lovable you see..

anyway yesterday was a great day out walking around. great relaxing day. (:

i totally love to have my off days on sundays! its much better than weekdays when i'll be all alone. yesterday went over to the park and my gosh! there were thousand millions tulips. i just wanted to faint. it was totally beautiful! if only.... aiights, gotta stop dreaming.

yada yada yada, had dimsum for dinner last night! hee! so happy! prawn dumpling is really good and so far it looks like i do not need to worry abt missing singapore food. thou i`ll miss daddy's food. ):

on a separate note, i sometimes wonder why life works in such a miraculous way that i totally dont understand. maybe somethings in life are just not meant to be. ):

he is totally capable of making me smile, notice the cut hidden by a plaster that none did, sorta like my motivation to be in the restaurant but... -shrugs-

on the other hand, i've been thinking about the certain someone way too much and its irritating me. why cant i just move on? why is there everything a link back to him? you totally make me understand the term "love-hate relationship". and yes, if you`re still wondering, i do love you still.

in case you guys miss my lovely face, this is the chefy pris! (: