"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Tuesday, October 23, 2007
seriously, im feeling all stress out now. i need a shoulder to lean on, a comforting hug and someone to listen to all my rants and just let me cry. i just need to break down so badly. im all wound up and i have no idea how long more i can take it.
and its at this time that a certain someone will pop into my mind. just having you next to me and just a few words say will make me feel so much better. its amazing how much i crave for your presence. if only im in singapore i could just send you a text or give you a call and we could just sit in your car and just talk. haix. i am just in desperate need of company now so i could just be myself and let all out. yes baby, i just need you so much right now. with some niccotine and some quiet time does really help to calm me down a bit. that`s all i have now to wind down a lil and nto forgetting my need for comfort food and sugar. its bad. its really bad. i wish i could just have your presence and not all these guilty pleasures.
like all said, im here all alone i need to take care of myself. i will, i promise. i will be strong. or so i hope. (: