"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Thursday, December 06, 2007
im seriously homesick. cant just wait to be back to my tiny cosy room and fight w my sis receive calls from dad every night at 10 plus asking where i am gg home to listen to granny`s nagging i miss all these lil lil mundane thingy.
and all of a sudden i miss he who will pick out all the watermelon seeds for me. i know this is really random. amist all the heartaches he inflicted on me, he`s still a sweetie at times. but still with the character of his, it doesnt suit me. i still wish you all well thou. (:
i was also thinking abt he who looks after me. the random calls and texts, the way you make me smile when im all upset over here. the way you ask me to be strong the way you said you`re looking forward to me being back the way you said you will bring me out and about when im back the way you laughed abt the time when you took care of me when i was piss and heartbroken (:
and lastly i miss the him whose warmth i would want to fall asleep to each night the him who will just make me feel better by sitting next to me the him who would give in to me the him who i so terribly miss now. i know you willl hate to see this but i still love you.