"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Monday, December 24, 2007
i`ve been dreaming alot for the past few nights. and yes i`ve dreamt abt him.
thou there isnt any happy ending, but i wake up hoping that one day there will be.
i hope that this isnt an indication that i miss him plenty.
i wanna be strong and move on but i just cant let go, yes, i cant break it to my heart. so just contd living in my own world. i know im runnign away from reality but i`ll deal with it in my own way. slowly but surely one day everything will be fine. (:
i guess tonight i really have to call that goon goon. been wanting to call him but ended up feelign tired and dozed off before i could call him. so.. tonight will be the night. lolx. i want to eat carrot cake, hokkien mee and pohpiah when im back and you better bring me to eat. haha
and surprisingly im chatting with mr nice guy online now. it surprised me when he started talking to me. whatever ended between us previously was really weird and everything. the way he is talking to me is treading on thin ice. but hell! i dont care. lolx. just hope that the friendship will still be there. (:
lastly, chefy could really make me laugh and make my day. it has been long since i felt a lil happy at work. thank you.
my crush is white with blond hair blue eyes and is married with a baby girl. ):
how heartbreaking can this be. haix. a lil fun and flirting wont hurt. hahah.
will be working later and yes im gonna see chefy later too. (:
anyway staff party was great! had a lovely gift from my santa and i had a whole load of fun! (:
MERRY XMAS PEEPS! may yours be a great one filled with gifts and love.
candy and me one of the silly pictures we took michiko and me! (: