Monday, December 31, 2007
this would be the last post of the year and please bear with me cause i have a feeling that it will be super random and very long. it doesnt matter if you`re not gonna read it cause im just typing it for myself. >.<
before i start the post i just wanna whine a lil, the weather here is really too dry!
my index finger got so dry that it started peeling and now it has split and bled. ):
painful can. cant even write properly. ):
im getting plenty of bruises and scars on my body. ): fwah!!!!! ok, whining is done.
right, for the last day of 2007 i would be at work and hopefully i can successfully leave at 10 and rush down to town for the countdown party.
thou it will be crowded i just wanna experience it. (:
so may all go well at work today.
there will be a 33 pax party and hope they cooperate and leave the premises on time. haha.
2007 was a eventful year for me, or so i think.
2007 started with a low for me and i skipped the tradition of making new year`s resolution.
but that will not be it for this year.
school, friends and family was what got me through the year. thank you very much.
started my year 3 in TP, went to a new class w totally nobody and it was a disaster for projects and im glad i have haha with me. fought so hard for myself to make this OSIP happen and now here i am in NZ typing this away.
thou this was a choice that i made, it doesnt mean i have to be 100% happy with it. thou life is really difficult here i will till grit my teeth and bear with it for another 25 days. that`s all that matters. completing this internship and be back with another month to graduate from TP with a diploma that i wanted so much years ago. i do love the hospitality industry but somehow the passion has fizzled a lil and i hope that the fire will relight again. (:
family and friends were who i relied on the most for the past year. thou it was more of friends than family. i realised how much family time i had missed out and how lil time i got to spend with my dad especially. towards the end of aug, i started to spend more time with my sis and i realised how much i miss time with her. she is growing up at such an alarming rate that i have to learn to "let go" and let her grow up and trial and error with the world. i cant shelter her from harm for the rest of her life.
2007 had let me made a few new good friends, TC, Selig and Jennifer to name the best and definitely friendship with xp and ben was much stronger due to the saturdays we spent tgt. and yes i have also realised that sometime not everyone you can call a friend. and so im a lil upset to lose such a good friend, after all the shit you did and shit you made me went through or felt im sorry to say that i will not regard you as my close friend anymore.
peeps like yinki, aggy and baa are who i really relied on the most for the year. i always run to them whenever im happy or sad. thanks for being such a great friend to me, i really treasure the friendship. (: and i have also realised that i cant make new friends and forget abt the old. i regret not making time to meet up with old friends like yi wei, becky and maneka. and definitely my bestest friend of all time, belle. despite losing contact with her for nearly 6 months, our friendship is still as strong and i really hope that when im back we would have time for each other and be able to meet up. (:
and yes the love-hate relationship got me through the year as well. i can never deny that he is still the one for me and that i can never stop loving him despite everythign that he put me through. he left shoes too big for anyone to fill. 3 person tried and they failed to fit it in. for an entire year it gave me enough time to think through plenty of things with regards to you. i can never imagine loving someone would be this way. and yes i guess you are the "true love" that everyone is saying and somehow due to the circumstances i lost you in the end. it will always be a regret in my life. but as long as you`re happy there`s nothing more i can ask for. and i do hope that the friendship we both share will be on better terms in 2008.
now its time for my new year resolutions, in the year 2008 i would want to :
01. Spend more time with family
02. Have a closer walk with God
03. Get my drivers
04. Lose weight or at least have a regular exercise routine
05. Go for at least 3 holidays
06. Save up $1000 and not to be used
07. Pick up a new sport
08. Revamp my room
09. Make an effort to keep old friends and not forget them
10. Get a tat or at least new punctures
11. Own a luxury material good with my own ability
12. Find direction in life after graduation from TP
13. Have a wonderful 21 bash
14. I will love to fall in love again. not that i ever fell out of love with halin, but i just want to start a relationship w him again.
HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL OF YOU! HAVE A GREAT YEAR AHEAD! (:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
2:10 PM
