Monday, February 04, 2008
emo pris is unleashed 2 hours ago. and i hate it.
whatever comfort i found in you, i just gotta take it back.
i din know so much happened in the past one year.
im really surprised, you din mention a single shit at all to me
shrugs. whatever. a bro and friend is what you would always be to me.
but i really appreciate you being there for me durign my darkest hours in NZ.
you made me feel so much better. maybe that`s what friends are for. (:
it has been more than a week since im back. the same question still bugs me.
it bug`d me the most on wed when i was intoxicated.
the urge is just there. to just exercise my fingers a lil type a msg and just send.
yet my pride tells me no. i dont want to bug you the moment im back.
but im dying to see you.
been thinking thru alot while im there and when im back.
im indeed enjoying the freedom of being single yet i yearn for someone to be there for me
i think im really just looking for companionship and not relationship.
its the same for you. after all it has been a year and despite me not being able to forget you, i would not want to get into a committed rs w you again. (not that its gonna happen)
i know you enjoy your singlehood now, esp w the freedom. me too.
but i just want your companionship. its still you that i want. dont ask me why. i have no idea myself. companionship is all that i ask for.
if you are ever reading this, text me please. just wanna meet you and pass you some stuff.
the last pack of 26s. keep it for myself or give it away? i tot i could abstain from it till mum`s back in KL. but whatever shit that is running thru my mind makes me crave for it. dilemna once again. ):
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
4:07 AM
