Friday, March 21, 2008
i`ve hit 500 entries. and im contemplating of moving again.
another chapter of my life has begun.
the purpose of this blog has been long gone.
thou my patience has far exceeded my expectations, the waiting is tiring and trying.
thou i can never move on completely but whatever stands before us aint promising
it has been more than a year and there wasnt much that you did show`d me that a second time would be possible
so.. im still considering..
anyway anyway imma healthy girl who had her flu jab and medical checkup all done.
(:
gosh. when i went for the blood test i almost died.
i was never squirmish abt needles, but when i look down and saw my blood gushing out i almost fainted.
LITERALLY. saw my reflection and noticed how pale i was. omg.
now its a lil bruised and i hope it would be fine soon.
last night met the NYJCians for dinner at chomps.
its always good to see them. esp jiam and hou shun. they bring tonnes of laughter to me.
after dinner headed over to coffeebean for more slacks and jokes
how i wish we`ll never grow up. really really miss those NY days w them.
they are the reason why i never regret gg to JC. (:
it was 12ish when my silly boy came over and pick me up.
he was really silly. made an unnecessary trip to tpy which i dont uds why. lolx.
and so he successfully made it to srgn grds. acc`d him while he had his dinner aft midnight.
went back his place and watch tv before cabbing home in the wee hours.
the dependence is getting too much for me to handle.
i know i`ll miss him like mad when im away for my trip. ):
something has been on my mind for sometime too. still thinking if i shld tell him.
like what she says, it will affect me somehow. i guess it does.
one way or another i would put myself in her shoes and i feel like crap.
argh! tell me what shld i do? what could i do be totally happy?
whatever. gonna spend the rest of my time w him before i leave. (:
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
12:40 PM
