"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Sunday, April 20, 2008
fri night was over at wei`s place aft work as i have to be at work 0700 the next day. in the end too tired cant wake up. was abt 15 mins late. hehs. now i know the trick. that`s what i`ll do the next time. (:
and so sat aft work waited for him, he came to pick me up travelled back to my place tgt while i showered and have a change and pack another overnight bag. tot he was feeling unwell and it would be another day at home watching tv. however aft his lunch he has became alive! so travelled dwn to dhoby and went over to cathay and caught the 1830 three kingdoms. quite a nice movie! shall wait till next week till we could have time to watch the forbiden kingdom. its sold out ridiculously soon! haas. aft show we 2 persuaded carol to come out for drinks. ended up another weekend night at all in drinking martell. lolx. i do hope that she is feeling much better now.
as she talk to me last night i got freaking mad! mad at jh for treating her like that. mad at myself for not being able to do anything at all. i felt helpless and useless. argh! i just hope that in a week`s time everything would turn out fine. (:
home when it was 3 plus. and now its another aimless sunday at his place. last night i was mad at myself once again for thinking abt the previous him. i dont know why! the thoughts just came so naturally that it almost killed me. time. time. time. i need plenty of time and determination to cross this barrier in my life. and i know he will definitely be here to hold on to me.