boy, you left your footprints on my heart__

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

graduation tmr. and reality hits back.
what am i gonna do with my life. where the hell am i gonna study my degree?
i really cant bear to leave singapore now.
im not able to be as strong as hua hua. i`ll be terribly homesick.
osip taught me that.
i`ll miss my family my pals my girls and my love
thou i love my current job its just not realistic enough for me at the moment
i would love to enjoy higher spending power
i would love to enjoy better lifestyle where i can pamper myself incessantly
few more months before i really sit down and start planning my life properly

anyway i had a wonderful vesak day ytd. (:
woke up aft a few hours of slp and went over to his place
was forced to watch the secret video again and yes am feelign alil more positive abt life
aft that was over to amk hub for made of honour.
not a bad movie. kinda like it. thou its a chic flick but he watched w no complaints.
just wanted to spend more time tgt so ended up calling mei out and the 3 of us went prawning at sin ming.
haas. my virgin experience. it was wonderful thou a lil scary at times.
caught plenty and brought it home.
was a lil aft 10 when we left. he sent us home before gg back.

i just love spending time w him wout any external disturbance
eg. his work and his phone ringing
i hate to think abt how blessed i am
i hope i can reciprocate at 75% of it or at least half of whatever he`s giving to me
and yes mum know abt it and she`s quite alright w it. (:
i just hope that mum likes him when they finally meet.
i hope this happiness aint shortlived. im gonna cherish every single moment w him.
go through thick and thin ; happy times sad times and angry times
i want to make it through the rain tgt w you holding on tgt tightly
(:

you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
1:33 AM

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