"the more you fight waiting ; the more waiting you will have to fight"
pre-see-la. 071287. emotional stubborn sagittarius. adores strawberries chocolates, donuts, big screen movies. cherish`s my family and girls. and i think i confuse my feelings with the truth.
Wednesday, August 20, 2008
and so my monday morning began w a great surprise that definitely shocked the shit outta me he was there walking across the playground towards me and accompanied me to work well. i did well trying so hard not to see him for the past few weeks. but then this kinda thing happens. and its a lil scary cause its like being stalked. but then whatever. anyway had dinner w mei over at suntec last night aft work. she waited for me while i had my 15 mins worth of painful appt. got it over and done w. pretty happy now. (: had dinner ; shopped in carrefour and i tell you i wish it aint towards the end of the month or else i`ll buy more stuff back home. but then again thinking that there aint no pte transport home we tried to curb our spending by not walking down all the aisles. after carrefour we had b&js. the super over priced over rated ice cream that everybody loves. haas.
travelled home and was kinda brooding over the fact that my msg was not replied. and tada.. started msg`in him and yes. i have finally managed to convince him to get his lazy ass outta his place to meet me.. but. BUT.. B U T he this gong gong left his house keys in his cars and everybody`s slpin so he cant get outta his house which means he cant come over and meet me i was furious and upset. FWAHHHHHHHHH. next week. next week. (: -cross my fingers-
and so today aft work he made an effort by coming down to tm and have dinner w me before gg to work aft dinner train`d dwn to simei met alyy babe and had coffee and plenty of words. LOL! amazing how we have so much things to talk abt. im seriously loving this girl more and more. and yes. 11ish we made our way back home and now here i am blogging and will turn in soon. hmm.. am i able to meet my girls for movie tmr successfully? hopefully aggy aint that lazy. haas.
on a separate note : im very positive that the magic is gone and it wont be back anytime soon thou i can tell that he is trying v hard i just dont want him to get into anything stupid / harmful / life threatening issue SIGH SIGH SIGH. MEGA SIGH. its just gone.. i cant decide which are the words to believe anymore. im sorry.