Thursday, August 07, 2008
dang dang dang dang.
i swear i have some weird affinity w buses.
i always manage to do amazing stunts which stuns me and agnes.
perhaps. its cause im meeting agnes that`s why things like that happen.
haas.
anyway it was ladies night for me and agnes over at zouk
the 2 poor souls who just sit outside the kopitiam and lim jiu.
quite funny. thank god for her friends that we seem a lil more sociable.
and yes. i saw someone that i din really wanna see.
if im not wrong its a year since i last saw him and i just din feel like talkign to him at all.
fwah. blardy bastard.
anyway these days are really taking a toil on me.
the random msg`s that come almost every now and then
he who would push all blame to me when he`s the one in the wrong.
but then again the more he said the more i start wondering if i really did accused him wrongly.
but how can months of blog entries be faked?
fwahhhhhh. i dont know me anymore.
i dont know what to do anymore.
it does pain me to see him the way he is now. thou i`ve not seen him for awhile.
im really lost ; stretched at both ends
its so hard to pretend everything`s fine and all`s a joke
plastering a smile on my face and face the world
when all i want is to run away and just hibernate in my own world.
the aching heart the rolling tears
tell me what am i supposed to do?
he wants to have a time machine. i want to have a time machine too.
to the start of my life where there is no worries no heartaches no tears no pain
you`re a growing addiction i can`t deny
4:06 PM
